starting to feel like this is what really happens.
you come with a true purpose and you learn quality life lessons.
we never “sign up for this” nor do we “ask for it”.
i just happens when you keep pushing in things you believe in.
when the lonely feeling starts you feel worried, for your everything, your forever, everything you can’t live without.
a place, an setting can change a person.
stress them, blind them, confuse them, bring anger from them.
all of this adds up.
i want to hide.
because this is what really happens.